Gonna Be

It all comes down to this

2009-11-19T23:59:00.001-08:00

The year was great, one of the best I had.
Gosh, how time flies.
Its like just yesterday,
It was still first day of school,
Kim would still be saying:
Where's Andrea?
And Rachel would go:
Hi, I'm Rachel/Xi Zhen! What your name?
It was awsome guys.
Thank You, 1P, for all the memories.
And, thanks, all of you, for the everything.
I had an awsome year with you guys. (:

The school year didnt end as perfect as I thought it would, tho.
I ended it screaming at you.
I ended it staying at home, and not going to farewells.
I ended it knowing I will never get to have 1P moments again.
I ended it with fear of whats gonna happen next year.

Will we still be friends?
Best friends?
Will we stay the same?
What would happen?
Are we still gonna talk to each other often?

I really dont want things to change.
I really hate not being able to see my Peas,
My friends,
I'll miss having talks with Mdm Anne in class,
I'll miss fighting with eikhuan and ryan to shout the answer,
I'll miss arguing over who's right in BM,
I'll miss asking you questions bout Geo,
I'll miss having a heck of a time during free periods.
I'll miss all the memories.

I'm gonna miss you, RACHEL CHUI!
The vedio was wonderful.
I'm gonna keep you updated in Buana.
Dont miss a class!
Have fun in Sri KL.
But, never forget us. Never.
I'm gonna miss your sugar rushes.
That pretty smile of yours.
And your awsome company.
I really wanted to go to your farewell,
Sad case my mom didnt let.
Apples are sexy. xD

NICK YOON!
Again I ask: why do you have to go?
Booby, who am I gonna crap to anymore?
Anyways, thanks.
For listening and helping me out with times were tough.
I'll never forget that.
I'm sure you'll cope well in S'pore,
Knowing you, you're a genius.
Have a great time there, and dont forget 1P.
Go online everyday, send me your S'pore contacts,
and stay connected!
Sorry I couldnt make it to your farewell.
I'll make it up to you when I go to S'pore. (:

One more thing,
1P, We made history.
We left our mark,
We might not be a class anymore but,
We'll always be a family,
We'll always be there for each other.
To lend a hand. A shoulder to cry on.
I know C isnt gonna be same as P,
But, life goes on. Things change.
And, we have to meet new people.
I'm sure C's are nice.
I have Nisa Hurst there, dont I?

This day marks the end of our story.
End of Form One.
End of 1P 09'
Gonna be lonely during the hols.
See ya' next year! Happy holidays!

Life has Up's and Down's.

Things are changing around us,

We've just gotta keep up with them,

Its us againts the world.

We might not get what we want,

And we get upset or angry,

For every minute you're upset,

You lose 60 seconds of happiness,

And things always turn out for the best.

As long as we have friends to stand by your side,

Nothing can go wrong.

History was Made

2009-11-16T02:28:00.000-08:00

What a way to start the week.
We had bad news today,
real bad.

They've decided to seperate 1P,
to break us up.
They say its okay,
that we'll still be able to see each other,
But, no.
It wont be the same, at all.
1P isnt just a class,
Its a big family.
No matter what,
There's nothing that can tap the bond between us,
Nothing will keep us apart.
While you see other classes havving individual gangs,
You'll see 1P being ONE whole clique, one family.
1P is what makes 1P unique,
We are what makes us, us.
We share secrets like no one else,
We share burdens,
We're united, in a way beyond the word strong.
We're a family.

So if their plan to tare us apart,
is to break up the 'gang'.
Sorry, its not gonna work.
Cause our bond is something,
not a single force on the universe,
can break.
Nothing comes between us.

And, they tore us apart,
Not those that dont belong,
But, those that fit in perfectly,
those that were the closests to everyone.
They didnt take those that didnt fit in so well,
that were sorta loners.
They decided to take those that make 1P, 1P.

Today, during telematch,
I saw all the other classes were all scattered,
all over the basketball courts.
Talking to their own gangs.
But, I saw from the 2nd floor of the form 1 block,
All 1P's (well, most of us), all wearing the class shirt,
and sitting together, talking.
And I said in my heart:
'This is why you cant seperate us.'
Its just a crime.
Its againts nature.
Its like taking a child away from their mother,
(which in this case, is our class)
They just cant do this to us.

No matter what happens,

No matter where, when or how we are,

No matter how they decide to seperate us,

We wont be seperated on our hearts,

We will still be what we are,

A family.

It's all gonna work out, 1P style. ;D

________________________

Like that isnt enough,

Changing classes means

not being able to spend as much time with you.

There's so much more to say.

I'm Only Me When I'm with You

2009-10-23T02:01:00.000-07:00

This practiacally says it all (:

Lies.

things really influenced me alot now,

i want to change back, to the old me i knew.

'what goes around, comes around.'

the law of karma. action, reaction.

if you're a good person at heart, you'll get the things you want.

if all you think about all day is negativity, well, too bad.

you're gonna see Nicole 2.0 ;)

____________________________

Even after exams, I'm still so tensed up!

'Learn to relax, chill!' Wen tells me.

But, saldly for me, I'm stubborn, i dont listen to advice,

especially my own ones.

Somehow, I dont want the school year to end,

I dont want the holidays to come,

I want to be in school,

cause there, I have great friends to keep me company (:

Good luck in post exam activities, guys!

We dont have to win, just have fun ;D

the end of suffering is when we stop craving.

-the Truth-

Lost in thoughts, in and out.

2009-09-28T06:03:00.000-07:00

I know.
I know I haven't been updating since a century ago.
Well, thats me. Unorganised as ever.
Anywayyys..

Death sentence (as Wen says) is in 10 days.
Thats right, our FINALS. -for Wesleyans-
Its no big deal right?
I mean,
Its just the hardest exam we are gonna take in this year, finals,
the just exam thats gonna determine our next year's sets,
its just the exam that will determine if we're gonna be in the same classes as our friends,
its just the exam thats the most important one in this year,
its just the exam that will determine LIFE AND DEATH.
its just the exam that will change life on Earth AS WE KNOW IT.

No biggie right? ;)
And, oh, we have erm, lets see..
10 days left? :TEN:
NOTHING to be afraid of.
Other than that if I dont pass (meaning at least 6 A's),
I might never see you guys again.
Totally cool, easy peesy lemon sqeeuzy, right?
Awsome. Cant wait till death sentance. :D

It was all sacarsm, by the way.

Plus, on top of all that..

I still have social issues to worry about.

Yeesh, I hate the fact that I'm always the one getting hurt the most.

The more I care or bother, the more I get hurt.

It sucks staring at the ceiling everyday for half an hour.

I hate myself for not being able to get the things I want MOST.

Not material things,

Not an iPhone, or a laptop, or a Roxy.

I dont mind if I dont get those,

not as much as I mind if I try soo hard,

and not get what I TRULY want,

What I've been working hard on for such a long time,

What that'll make me 100% happy.

In return, I get hurt instead.

Thats why I hate me.

How sucky is it,

when someone treats everyone so nicely,

But you.

Especially since you're one of their closest friends.

And especially since you're being nice,

and hoping that they'll do the same, be nice.

Sucky huh?

Friendship

2009-08-22T23:08:00.000-07:00

What Is Friends?
'What is friends?'
Someone ask me this question...
I answered 'friends is... a person who is nice, loves, cares, respect and understands you.'
Friendship doesn't go away from us, it come to us... everytime. In fact, it brought us everytime. And it brought me a special friend like you.
Being your friend is the greatest thing that has happened to me!

Directions
If you're looking back and you're afraid of looking in front. You can look beside you because I'll be there.

There Is That Friend
There is that friend that is so much a part of you, that you feel alone just thinking about the thought of her/him not being there.
There is that friendship that has so much that it is based on that nothing could ever dissolve or even threaten it.
There is that friend with whom you share so much history that one fight or misunderstanding rolls off nearly instantaneously, because one issue is so insignificant, and could never come close to shattering the bond.
There is that friendship that cannot always be explained, but only understood and cherished by the two people that share it.
There is that friend that mean so much to you, that you honestly believe you would stop studying for a final exam, break a date with your crush of five years, or risk being grounded just so you could be there to lend a shoulder to cry on, offer a hug, or spend three hours just sitting with her/him if that would make it at all better.
There is that friendship that has lasted through ten years of your life, and is still growing.
There is that friend who you can talk to about something that happened when you were eight years old, and she can relive that moment so vividly along with you.
There is that friend that knows you as well as you know yourself, and finds it special that you know her/him just as well.
There is that friend who can make you smile through your tears, or cry out of happiness.
There is that friend who is always there for you, and just realizing that she/he would be there is more than enough to make it better.
There is that friend who cares about clearing away your tears no less if you are crying over absolutely nothing or over something she may have done to hurt you.
I have one friend like that, and it is that friend that will always occupy a precious part of my heart.

You Were There For Me
Words escape me at this moment that seems like the end yet it is only the beginning when friendships are close and dreams are far you were there for me. Tears fill me with memories of both good and bad some nearly forgetton yet all dear to the heart you were there for me. In times of trouble and in times of thanks you stood by my side and held me up. Through your ever-patient ears to your comforting hugs you were there for me. From that first day when I saw you and knew that you would love me for who I was you were there for me. And until the day when we are old and gray I will always know that you are there for me. My dear friend.

For My Best Friend
This is for you, my best friend, the one person I can tell my soul too. Who can relate to me like no other. Who I can laugh with to no extents, who I can cry too when times are tough, who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me. Or told me I wasnt good enough. Or let me down. I don't think you know what that means to me. You have went through so much pain and you still have time, for me. And I love you for listening even when inside. You are dying and I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are. And I hope you know that I am always here. To listen to you laugh and cry and help. In all the ways that I can. And I will try to be at least half the friend you are, to me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friend.

You're Never Alone
You're never alone, I'm always near, when your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, it doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend, I don't like to see you sad.

A Friend Like You
Everyone should have a friend like you. You are so much fun to be with. And you are such a good person. You crack me up with laughter. And touch my heart with your kindness. You have a wonderful ability. To know when to offer advice. And when to sit in quiet support. Time after time, you've come to my rescue. And brightend so many of my routine days. And time after time, I've realized how fortunate. I am that my life includes you. I really do believe that, everybody should have a friend like you. But so far it looks like, you are one of a kind!

The Best Of Friends
The best of friends, can change a frown, into a smile, when you feel down. The best of friends, will understand, your little trials, and lend a hand. The best of friends, will always share, your secret dreams, because they care. The best of friends, worth more than gold, give all the love, a heart can hold.

A Friend Most True
I need to know if you’re my true friend, will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, and trust them in your heart you’ll keep? We are neither of us without our flaws, can you accept mine as I will yours? I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue, will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, if you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, will you hold me and soothe my fears? I will give you joy and many warm smiles, can we share that even across many miles? I will not forget what’s important to you, will you remember what’s important to me too? With you my most favourite things I’ll share, if only I know do you truly care? If you can accept me as I do you, then I will know you are a friend most true.

I love these, D.L.J.K. Thanks for letting me get them off your blog. (:
You've made my day. These made me actually smile, and forget my troubles for a while. Thanks.

A Girl Half Gone.

2009-08-12T03:10:00.000-07:00

Where do I start?

My best and closest friend is not talking to me.

We know each other like the back of our hands,

at least I think so.

I cant stand it, if you dont talk to me.

I have no one to tell stuff to anymore,

I have no one to talk to during classes,

I have no one to tease when they get caught,

I have no one to give advice to bout not being a coward,

I have no one to tell bout what happens with my family,

I have no one to text at night, saying I cant sleep.

Part of me IS gone.

You have no idea how important you are to me .

Three days straight,

I didnt smile,

I did, but it wasnt a true one.

Three days straight,

I drained my tears.

Three days striaght,

I cried myself to sleep,

Thinking: WHY? Why.. Why.

Cant we just let this pass and go back being best friends?

I cant stand not talking to you.

I cant be happy not knowing what I did wrong.

I cant laugh, knowing I'm losing my best friend.

My best friend who I tell EVERYTHING to.

Things I dont even tell anyone else in this universe.

You know me better than anyone else in this world.

You're like the brother I never had,
And the best friend I picked.
That one in a Million.

+++++

If you see this,

You know who you are.

And, this is coming from my heart.

There's so much more to my tears now,

But I'm not gonna post it on the World Wide Web.

Please, I'm begging you:

Think this through.

I want my best friend back,

and I KNOW you're still in there.

Here we go again. Maybe.

2009-07-19T04:27:00.000-07:00

Me finding the will to let go was a miracle.
I'm currently over guys who constantly come about to ruin my day.
When I see them, I think back of what I used to do,
I'd laugh. :)
I mean, it WAS stupid.
So, I got over you, and I'm proud of it.
teeheee.

Well, as ya'll should know,
Puteri Gunung Ledang Concert just gone by..
My, how I'm gonna miss the hours waiting for my scence to come by,
then I'll go up some stairs and end up on top of a 'gunung'.
It was fun. Rehersals, I mean.
I gotta see my dear friends doing thier thing,
Choir Beauties, Dancing Angels, Drama Queens/Kings
You all did GREAT, all of you. (:
I got like a teeny weency part,
but I'm proud of it,
Hey, my name is in the credits!
Hahah. Concert was a blast!

But on the other hand..
Just when I got ever one of 'them'.
Another one comes by,
this time for real.
I mean, can the stone stop rolling?
Can I have a break?
I cant decide now.
I cant choose now.
Whether to return your favour.
I dont wanna hurt you, and I dont wanna hurt me.
I'm not sure if I can stand it, if it turns out badly.
On the other hand, if I dont return the favour,
You might get hurt, and obviously, I cant bare to see you hurt.
Can someone tell me what I should do?

Maybe,
If you just knew how to be serious at the right time,
Joke at the right time,
Dont play me,
Dont make me get all hyped up believing you,
then you tell me that it was all a joke.
If you can just do that,
Maybe.
I will, maybe.
Pffff! Oh, forget it! it was a lie the whole freaking while.

Game. Over

2009-07-10T02:21:00.000-07:00

It's Game Over.
I finally found the strength to let you go.
From where this stregth came from?
From knowing I don't hold any place of your heart.
I always thought I did,
So I waited, hoped, prayed, for a miracale that won't happen.
I tried, wasted my time and efforts, made sacrifices,
'Cause I thought I saw that silver lining around the cloud,
'Cause I thought there was still hope,
Hope that you'd return my favour.
I see it now, that there was never a silver lining,
That there was NEVER hope for there to be an 'us'.
bla bla
We'll always just be friends, nothing more.
If you said that to me that a week ago,
I'd say:
'No, I don't wanna give up that easily.'
But today, I'd say:
'Yeah, we're just great friends'
blabla
So,
I'm over you.
I got over you with dignity.
Without tears, just soft sobs.
I still reli like you, as a friend.
So, safe to say:
'We're still friends.'
I'll be there for you when you need me,
And you'll be there too, right?
We were only meant to be friends,
So, I wont change what faith has set for me.
Faith has made it very clear.
blabla
Sad part is:
Liking you was the stupidest thing I ever did.
I felt so stupid once I saw that text.
But, hey, whoever said I'm smart?
Wasting my everything on you was so stupid.
Urgh, stupid girl.
blabla
Well, let you have a taste of your own medicine,
Go and waste YOUR everything
On something that's almost impossible.
See how YOU enjoy it. (:
I dont mean to be mean,
It's just that I want you to feel how I felt.
So, go ahead,
As a friend: I'll support you.
teehee. :D
blabla

That place in my heart, the place you once held, is waiting for someone to replace.

Crazier

2009-06-29T01:58:00.000-07:00

I'd never gone with the wind

Just let it flow

Let it take me where I want to go to

You open the door

There's so much more

I've never seen it before

Always tryin to fly

But I couldnt find wings

But you came along and you changed everything

hihi

You lift my feet off the ground

You spin me around

You make me crazier, craizer

Feels like I'm fallin' and I am lost in your eyes

You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

hihi

I've watched from a distance as you

Made up your room

Every sky was your own kind of blue

And I wanted to know how that would feel

And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see

You opened my eyes

And you made me believe

hihi

You lift my feet off the ground

You spin me around

You make me crazier, craizer

Feels like I'm fallin' and I am lost in your eyes

You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

hihi

Baby you showed me what livin' is for

I don't wanna hide anymore

hihi

You lift my feet off the ground

You spin me around

You make me crazier, craizer

Feels like I'm fallin' and I am lost in your eyes

You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

Crazier, crazier, crazier.

hihi

-Taylor Swift

;)

Just to tell you, i.s.l.y

2009-06-23T02:44:00.000-07:00

So, bad things happened to me last night.

It lasted till today.

And was resolved today :D

youyouyouyou youyou

Brief explanation:

One of my best friends said some really mean things to me,

It hurt me alot, and I mean, ALOT.

Yes, I cried.

I'm that kinda person:

I'll cry for no reason what-so-ever,

Or for some stupid reason.

But this time, I let my tears flow for a reason. (i think there's a reason)

You really hurt me, you know?

The wound is healing, but the scar is still there.

Well, at least you apologized today.

I still haven't forgived you 100%.

But I will, someday soon.

I'm sure ;)

I can never stay mad at you. I dunno why.

But I just can't, you just make me smile :D

uuuuuuuuuuuu

Yea, I heard what I wanted to hear:

"I'm lucky to have you as a best friend."

I know you are, I am too!

Haha.

What caused to to be like this is kinda mean,

I mean, I would've hated it if someone said that.

I would have been pissed,

But I wouldn't throw my anger to my friend.

My best friend. :(

It was VERY upsetting reading the MSN chat box.

I couldn't believe it.

But oh well, the past is the past,

Forget It.

Please don't do it, ever again.

You're a friend I never want to lose.

;)

uuuuu

______________________________________________

uuuuuu

I keep trying, hoping.

But, she's got it all.

I'm just Invisible, huh?

She just attracts you,

I wish I knew how to do that.

Just to tell you,

no matter what happens,

i.s.l.y.

Always will =)

So, when you finally realise the feelings I have,

Or when you finally realise that I'm the one,

Tell me.

'Cause I'll be waiting.

You're that one in a million I picked.

i.s.l.y

Okay...Holiday

2009-05-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

Test ~~test~~.. cool! Hahaha that was just some testing on the ~~strikethrough~~.

So, I havent been updating for a ~~loooooong while~~ (haha, its soo cool!) forever! Thx, Jess, for reminding me this blog exists. =D Lawl. Well, as everyone knows: Exams are GONE, Dead gone! Ngahaha! No more craming for Sejarah, no more staying up till 1.30 everynite, and no more torturing my tummy!! Muahahahah!!!

(Ohhhkayyy, I'm being weird here!)

Well, today was Teachers' Day celebrations. There was a performance or some thingamagic at the hall this morning, I didn't manage to catch it cause I was taking my UPSR money ($80 bucks). I was soooo happy to go back to my primary school! I saw like damn alot of my school mates! Sean, you in KC High? I dint know! Haha. You didn't change a single bit, still baby Sean! Andy!! Haha lol. Change damn alot la you! Voice la, now taller than me la..haha (I'm talking crap here!) Kai Yuan!!! Haha, as tiny as ever! Joey! Khai Chee! Sze Lynn! Qian Rou! Winnie! SAMMEE!! SARAH!! CIK. E!!! LOL I miss them larhhhh!!!!

Many teachers and students were playing water balloons. I missed that, needed to take measurments for concert. My costume=green/ Ulu Malay. Eww (no offence Jess and family!) Kertna, Gloria and Clarissa: Dont worry bout your costumes. It will turn out nice perfect! So me and Kertna ended up skipping most of the movie. This is what we did: (Its taking ages to upload!)

Promoting Nike!

Fang, is it okay if I post ur reli nice bag?

(No Comment)

Guess whose?

-Asst. Mon.

1P Birthday Chart!

By: Kimmie!

1P bulliten board

Kertna and I camwhore-ing!

Ta-Da!

In the process of jumping...-Kertna

What did I do?

2009-05-12T06:43:00.000-07:00

Damn! What the hell did I do?
What did I do to get scars all over?
My hand is like a walking horror movie, yikes..
You should see my bsck one day.... Oooooo

Dear Nisa

2009-05-02T05:43:00.000-07:00

Happy 13th Birthday! You deserve what you want today. Sorry I couldn't get you a pressiee! =)

Friends

2009-05-02T04:09:00.000-07:00

This is just not the place for me, Not the time for me,
I want my friends, I need to see them,
That's my palce, with my friends.
My time? Is to be with them.
I miss Simone, Candice, Tiffany, Sarah, Cx, Sab, MunYee, QinYu, Claire, Samme, Megan, WaiGuan, Sean, Dickson, Nick, Collin, KK, KaiYuan(yes, I do), ChernQuan(I'm admitting)
Everyone.
I love all of you guys, and you know it. Life's simpler then.
You just have awsome people for great friends to tell your secrets to. Done.
No drama, no action, No fighting, no nothing.
Just a buch of people being friends, Being there for one another.
Friends

It's the Climb

2009-04-30T08:05:00.000-07:00

Sorry: To everyone I offended, dissapointed, whatever.
Thanks: To everyone that made me who I am today.
I dont mind, at all, if you tell me off, it makes me a better person.
I hate fighting, sometimes, there's no choice.
You have to clear your name, right?
But fighting with your friends is just wrong.

I am going to KDU,
I am making my mom do it.
If not,
I'm waiting till Form 3,
foolow my dad's idea:
go to Singapore to study, get a scholarship,
go to Aussie Uni., or New Zealand.
I hope my mom finishes the papers to migrate to NZ.
Yea, I'll be going there soon. Migrating, my mom's serious, guys.
Not now, but definately some day. Form 4, maybe, if I dont go to Singapore.

Unperfect.

2009-04-27T21:14:00.000-07:00

I am SOO behind studies. Mid term, I'm gonna fail.
I saw this in the net. I think it kinda suits me so I posted it.

Disease?

2009-04-25T04:15:00.000-07:00

Wow, what a week. I went for volleyball for 3 days straight, didin't play much though, but its okay, I gained experience. For 3 days I was gone, I missed so much in school. Studies, the happennings and my best friend. For v.b we got 2nd, lost to 'kia su' Chong Hwa, but still in interzone, AWSOME!

Why the hell is everyone so down nowdays?! Is there a disease spreading? Cheer up guys, things will sort itself out. Try to ignore those comments and critizism, i learned how to do that.

I'm seriously behind on my studies.. But volleyball comp. rocked man!

Soo Ann:" What are we gonna do?!" Everyone:"Hit those damn balls!! Whoo! Wes-what?! Wesley!!

It's okay Soo Ann, that coach dosen't know how to play fair. 21 is your lucky number, and we all know it. Its not like we are gonna 'bomoh' it to make us win right? That coach is a two-faced idiot! Play your best in interzone Wesley, you can do it!

Updating.

2009-04-22T02:57:00.000-07:00

Sorry I havent been updating lately..
Buzy, buzy me.
I've been training for the game today.

Well...

Sports Day was awsome!

Yellow got 2nd.

You guys can go see my friends' blogs.

All the details there.

I got seriously tanned. ^^

I'm too white.

Too bad, mommy!

And I seriously thought that Yellow was gonna win the march past,

Cause they win like, every year.

This year..

sigh..

4th. Boohoo.

I went to SMK Segambut today for a comp.

Volleyball comp.

Whoo! We are goin to quarter-finals!

I din't get to play though.

But I did my part,

and cheered like hell.

We won 2 matches outta 3 and lost one set.

It's okay...

RachelL. cheered so loud!!

I think its cause of her we won!

Go Rach.!

Then someone just HAD to go and ruin all the fun.

Someone said that I was wasting my time going there,

I'd should have stayed in school and 'studddieee'

sports is a waste of timeee.

Hey!

I am NOT gonna be a replica of you.

There's more to life than just studying.

I already have good results,

you've gotta admit mom,

I do.

Now, I just want to do something I love and that I'm good at.

You're a nerd dosent mean I have to be.

Like Shin Wei said.

It's my life,

Even though you gave it to me.

Its MY LIFE.

Accept it.

I'm never gonna be the way u want me to be.

I'm gonna be me.

And hey,

I noticed I'm the best in being me.

So, mommy,

STOP!

If you get me outta of the team

You'll regret it.

Stop making me do things I dont like.

Example:

Art, I HATE doing art!

Swimming, I like swimming for FUN. I dont want lessons.

Why cant you make me do something I actually ENJOY?!

Like:

Dancing: Thx for sending me to 2 months of classes. (like I learnt anything?!)

Volleyball: What is wrong with that? It's a SPORT.

If you say its wasting time and missing my studies,

well how bout the time when you dragged me outta the school,

to follow Nic.(my bro) to Tmn. Tun?

I dint even do anything there.

Wasnt that even more wasting time?

Sometimes I wonder if I'm adopted..

Supa Bananas! Challenge the BEST, beat the the REST!

2009-04-17T04:36:00.000-07:00

YELLOW! YELLOW! YELLOW!
Run YELLOW, RUN!
March YELLOW, MARCH!
Dance YELLOW, DANCE!
YELLOW, Challenge the rest, beat the BEST!

Best o' luck to all my friends taking part tmr!
1. Rach. Chui
2. Dharshen (even though u dont need much, haha)
3. Eik Huan
4. Wilfred
5. Yeo Kay
6. Earine
7. All the yellow march past n gymrama!
8. Rach. Lim
9. Y.Fang
10.Vincent
11. David
12. Jess. Green
13. Esther
14. Kristina
15. Jusdev
16. Nick Yoon
17. All my friends taking part.

I was bored...

2009-04-10T01:19:00.000-07:00

It's been a terrible week,

except that I got into the volleyball team.

I guess I'm gonna update my

'List of Greatest Wesleyans'

Y.Fang: A good listener, still. Fun to be round with.

Wen Yie: The second kindest girl I've ever met. She's really easy to talk to.=)

KimberlyG.: She's the best monitor ever existed. (Who wouldn't want to be Kimmie?)

Petrina: She is the most adorable girl you'll ever meet.

Kristina: 'Hang in there, girl!'

Vanessa: How's my visa? (she's my daughter!)

Vanna: Zhi Yang..

Qing Jun: Bump...Bump...Stare..

Esther: She's a 'Eunice' with specs

Gurveen: I pity you..she sms-es you every sunday?

NatelieNg: she's so prettyyy

Kertna: Hmm...she's unbelievable

Nikita: An all-in-one athelete.

Nisa: i understand how you feel. Trust yourself.

Morika: One phunny girl, she is.

Vincent: Undescribable.

Nick Yoon: Pizza. M-I-C-K-E-Y. And lots more.

Wilfred: Weirdly sweet and funny. Lose the specs.

Rachel Chui: The most hyper.

Ryan: Not reli sure...hm..I know! What kinda friend are you?

Natelie2: She's a heck of a girl.

Lim...(that girl in march pass?): Kind, friendly, and helpful.

Arjuna: Love his eyeballs.

Dharsen: Undesribable too.

Jusdev: Oh this is EASY! Cute, chubby.

Jackson: Gay laugh. Want a massage?

Kenny: This guy is undesribable.

Spencer: Show off. :P

Gareth: Joker.

Ashveen: Little tiny, annoyance.

Leyi: Weirdo.

And many more...

That's all for now!=)

till' next time!

Dedication

2009-04-08T06:51:00.000-07:00

This is dedicated to my primary school friends
all of you.
Just wanna let you guys know,
you guys are the best people I've ever met.
You effected me alot,
You made a mark in my life,
You are the reason my heart is beating.

I miss you guys more than you can imagine.
I cant trust anyone like how I trusted you guys,
no matter how nice they seem.
My trust remains within you guys.

If i left my dog woth them for 1 day to take care,
They wouldn't leave Cocco alone for even a second.
They are the most loyal people I've ever known.

You were there when I smiled;
laughed; giggled
You were there when I cried;
sobed; teared
You lifted me up when I fell,
You guided me when I was lost,
You got me through the times I hated myself.
You guys are the best.
No one in this universe can beat you,
Beat you to gaining my
trust, respect, honour, appreciation
and love.

My dear FREINDS,
you guys were the greatedt and the best people
I've ever met,
Believe that,
I promise from the bottom of my heart,
that it's true.
Thanks,
for all you guys have done.
6H(08') will forever..
be the best.
We were a great team,
great friends,
and a perfect family.

Once you've made a difference in my life,

Your remembrance will always be in me;

Once you've craved your name in my heart,

It'll stay there.

Forever.

I'm easy to please,

i wont be mad at you unless

you're being unfair,

I've grown up to loathing

Unfairness.

Backstabbing, Judging before knowing,

Insulting unresonably,

yeah, they're unfair.

Simone,

especially ypu,

you have made a huge difference in my life.

Thanks.

For everything. Helping me...eveything.

There is more than a million things you have done,

for me.

Sorry.

For all that I've offended you, hurt you

for strting any unnessasary fight

between us.

I regret doing all those

You're still my best friend, my gal pal=)
And always will be.
This paragraph is dedicated to
YOU.

Woooww...

2009-04-05T01:40:00.000-07:00

This sucks, I cut my hair.

Awsomeee...

I screwed up,but thanks.

2009-03-27T01:47:00.000-07:00

Today was HORRIBLE!
I screwed up badly.
Today was shot put finals for Form 1
I got so excited and phyced for it.
So i was on the MBS field, waiting for my turn, excited still,
my 1st throw was terrible,
but my second throw was awsome, if I do say so myself.
Then, just as I was finishing the throw,
I steped out of the line.
Damn it larh!
6.something weiyh!
2 factoers:
1. I kinda lost my balance.
2. I thought I had to go get the put.
Its just unfair.
then on the last round I tried again.
But i couldnt make it.
I can only do the best things once,
never twice.
Then, as we (me & Kertna) were walking back,
the yellow hse teacher (according to Kertna)
said:" You guys didint even win anything."
That did it.
Me & Kertna was so upset.
I was upset cause
I wasted a damn good chance of winning for some stupid reasons.
I felt so guiltty an ashamed of myself.

I was glum the whole morning man.
Even Dharsen's crappy jokes couldn't cheer me up.
Then it was English, Oh goodie!
I didnt bring my zcompo. book
But luckily we didnt use it.
So Wilfred, who was sitting beside me came to know bout what happened.
He tried to cheer me up, Vanna told him to
He was so funny he made me feel lots better.
Haha, weird right?
I used to say he was annoying, retarded and blablabla.
Sorry bout that.
Thanks lots Wilfred. ;) For making me feel better.

Haha, the bus crash into a car,

then car crash into lorry,

then lorry crash LRT

LoLs. XD
Thanks.

Unbelievable. Sorry.

2009-03-20T09:26:00.000-07:00

Over the 1st semester break holidays,
I spent a whole lot of time with my friends.

Like on Tuesday,
I went to my primary friend's birthday pool party,
All of my primary good friends were there.
It was the happiest I've been since I left my primary school.
Serious.
Then when I came back,
I went to look at my blog, and OMG..

'Guest: omgosh, you're such a biatch ass. go get a life and dont be a despo. its so sad to see someone like you. awhs. oh well, toodles, beyotch.'

Ouch, it really hurt.

knowing someone's impression on you is like that.

The first thought that came into my mind:

It's DEFINATELY none of my primary friends.

Wanna know why I'm so sure?

My friends

they will NEVER do such a thing.

Because, they're my FREINDS.

"They can talk non-stop for hours,

everything they say is suprisingly very interesting.

Even the most boring things like camera brands..

Can get you so engrossed in the conversation

you will just keep staring at their faces."

"They basically don't as you questions at all,

they just keep talking and talking,

they dont need to bother on what's your opinion

Cause they already KNOW

your opinion."

"They cry when you cry.

Smile when you smile.

Even if you got a cut,

scraped your knee,

fell down,

lost your ear ring in the pool.

Or when you won the lottery,

have a secret admirer,

get good grades,

mom bought you a pair of really awsome shoes.

They will go through the moment with you."

So, do you think i would even for a mili-second,

suspect ANY of them?

I love them like my family,

some times even more.

So looking at that insult, got me wondering:

At school,

At home,

that's not me.

With my old friends,

Yea,

that's me, alright!

I'm not saying I dont like my new friends,

you guys are awsomee!

But..

It always feels akward whenever I'm talking with you guys.

I always feel you guys are ignoring me.

That I dont belong, I dont fit-in.

I'm an annoyance to all of you.

Don't get offended,

It's just how I feel.

Sorry.

This kindda thing,

(ppls insulting)

has never happened when I was with my old friends.

EVER.

Maybe I really am annoying,

Bitchy.

Idiotic.

Hated by everyone.

Maybe?

Exam. Ups and Downs.

2009-03-12T04:05:00.000-07:00

Urgh..Exams.
I used to not hate it so much..until now!
Sejarah sucks. Moral stinks. BM is cold. Computer unexpected.

She has been studying her head off trying to

crammmm everything into her lil' brain!

People says she's smart, genius, will surely pass.

but I'm not.

I just study unordinaryly

Exams officially are going into my top-5 hate list.

At least studying for sejarah paid off.

Sigh. Oh well. This is life, isn't it unfair?

But today we had our MERDEKA!

Exams, Pressure, Tensity

They all went outta town!

It's time to celebrate

♪Celebrate to day com'on♪

1st term is gone. Break. 2nd term on the way.

My..

How time flies?

I still remember the 1st few days of school

Kimberly: Where's Andrea?

a bit later...

Andrea: Where's Kimberly?

Those were the days. :D

The Party so ѓόċкed

2009-02-10T02:12:00.000-08:00

It ROCKED!!

The open house my family n I hosted on 8th of Febuary 2009

ROCKED majorly!

When d guest started arriving @ 11+ we were still busy

getting evrything organised and prepared.

Here's the list of MY friends that came:

(if ur not on the list, that means u'r invited as my parents' guest)

Simone

Ch'ng Xin

Tiffany

Candice

Sabrina

Nicole

Sim Teng

Qin Yu

Yong Mun

Cheryl

Kar Keong

Patrina

Wilfred *unfortunately

I invited some of my other old school friends

but they din't show.

Same goes for Wesley's Rachel & WenYie

Thx Pat. for coming.

Well...

1st we minggled n chat w firends

Ate.. ( food was delicious! =P)

Then we- the yengz..

wanted to perform our 08' Children's Day dance

but Simone came late.

So...sad T_T

Then the lion dance came,

so loud n scary...

it came like right in front of my face!

but still enjoyable!

Wilfred was drinking an 'unidentified substance'

the whole time the lion dance was happening!

LOL XD!

I was the game organiser,

so then i made all the lil' kiddies play

1. The gold Hunt

2. Pop the Ballloons

I made lil' golds out of ang pau paper n hid them every where.

So the lil' kiddies have to find then XD!

Then, pop d ballons was like

u haf to tie to ballons to each of ur ankles,

and pop other ppls ballons but protect ur ones.

So at each of the games i will say

'all d lil' kiddies under 12 pls come here we're goin to play a game!'

then WILFRED will be like

'Me! I'm a lil' kiddie. I'm just 9!'

then he will cheat but he still dosent get the prize. HAHA

The ballon poping game,

one of my friends poped his ballon the second

the game started..

cos he was saying

'I'm the monster. HAHA. I'm goin to pop all ur ballons! Muahahah'

After he poped Winifred's balloon,

Willfred said

'NVM, I still have one more! XP'

So right then he was standing in front of me..

so guess what?

I stepped on his ballon n he sneered at me!

MUAHAHAHA!!

Then he said he wanted to play cards

At 1st i tot pokemon cards,

then he say UNO..lol

Then we watched 'Wildchild'

Damn nice man!

then they all left..

so Saddddd TT_TT

Did I mention....

IT ROCKED!!!!

Well....this sucks ҉ Ѽ ᶠᶹᶜᵏᴽ

2009-02-06T21:03:00.000-08:00

Damn ShiiiT!
my wesley friends would know...
my mom went kookoo n lectured, scold, punished (n tore my twilight)
juz bcoz i had a facebook, email with boiz email adds and boys' hp numbers.
my laptop was confiscated, only allowed to use it when i needed to do my project.
I cnt take it willingly..coz..
1. they are watching me like hawks.
2. they set a new password that i didnt noe of.

World...

Tell me, is it wrong to have a facebook, boys' emails and boys' number?
Come on, isn't that just crap?
Even worse..she said only WILFRED was allowed to be talked to.
But i pulled it through...thx to my new Wesleyans and sum of my old friends.

List of *Dah Bἔst Wesleyans*

Kimberly - The all great monitor ;) no more *Jackass* !

Kristina - Curry chicken addict, a paster's good gal.

Rachel Lim - Natural volleyball player.

Esther - Eunice, Easter the one and only ^Esther^.

Kertna - Wow, undescribable. Popular, Lilo&Stitch +D.H.A.R.S.H.E.N+

Yuan Fang Fang - A good listener.

Wen Yie - Easy to talk to

Petrina - Cute voice. XD

Vanna - Thx 4 d sms.

Rachel Chui - Suck EGGS? A dreamer.

Nicholas Mini - Vanna's cousin.

Arjuna - Mr. Bean the thrid

Dharshen - Show off. =K.E.R.T.N.A=

Qing Jun - Cute glasses.

Wilfred - Geez. Where to start? The best definition 'Blur+Geek+Nerd+Idiotic=Wilfred'

David - One. @Y.E.O.K.A.Y@

Ryan - The Lol no. 2

Vincent - The Lol no. 1

Leyi - Annoyingly a good friend.

Gareth - Rubick's Cube Genius

Jusdev - Plumby. O.o

Eik Huan - In deeeeeeeeeeee.eeep shit.

Daniel - As usual.

Natelie - Thx 4 the save.

Nicholas Hue - Big, Blur and Branded

Gurveen - Reunion.

Gwen - Thkx 4 the tips.

*if ur nt on the list, tell me..I'll sue myself

Recap - catch~up - school - rated PG 13-

2009-01-19T05:13:00.000-08:00

it's been like what

3 weeks since school started

sry for not updating guys..

been busy lately...

so let's catch-up...

orientation day was hetic...

Many were shy like me

some, well jackass *our monitor*

was being teacher's pet even b4 school started

i wasn't really looking forward to the 1st day after d orientation

basically because all the ppl (2 boiz)

i noe were in a different class...

So i was lonely...

the students there ~my 1st opinoin~ apparently

didn't really like socializing

except kristina

she was the 1st friend i met...=)

the first day...

it was quite ok..

didn't get caught by d 'hawk-eyes' prefects

`thay watch u every single second and sees everything`

Other than my home-roon theacher threatening to kill us..

almost all of the time, it was pretty good ;)

met some friends:-

kristina(of course), van-na (vanna la), kimberly, andrea, kertna,

patrina, rachel n a few others

well..

the boiz i noe:

Daniel (6K),

Wilfred (mom's friend son, aka my childhood friend, known him since he was born)

N hated him since 6 yrs old

*more bout that in a bit*

The second day (my bday)we (a few gals

had dance lessons w ms. P.

*aussie exchange teacher*

D whole class wishe me happy bday

~embarassing~

got wishes frm my old-loyal friends

^missin them horribly^

3rd...

ok.

4th..

ok.

5th...

couldn't wait 4 d party.

My BDAY PARTY!

~WOOTS~

my bday party was awsome...

we ate pizza, watched a 'comedy' movie,

blew a 'donought-cake' (cake made outta donoughts =0)

i was like so DAMN happy to see my friends again..

~cos who knows when will i get to see them again~

TIFFANY was blasting my house w her pendrive..songz addict

DARIEN was hogging my dog.

SABRINA was torturing my com w maple.

other than that..we had a great time..

ling n cx both gave me d same thing..

*twilght* love them

[but after a few days...cx's one got confiscated by my mom]

{thx ling for d xtra}

they were awsome...

LOVED darien's wallet! Roxy!

weekend..bla bla...

Mon..

started craving to kill wilfred...

He dosent; aknowledge me AT ALL

I mean..I've known him for like his entire LIFE

And...

when i was 6...

All my mom's friends were invited to one of my mom's

friend's son bday party..

it was at this condo.

pool party

so after getting bored of swimming..

i went to the park...

palying alone..

then wilfred came n he wanted to play.

so i walked away *wanting to go to then other park*

then he bumped me ~nt sure wheather on purpose or accidentally~

i fell..scraped my knee..all blood

AND

WORST PART

NO SORRY!

there is another story i wouldn't want to type out..

not really sure of it...

1 is enough anyways

he is in my eng n BM set 2,1

so i've to face him everyday..

so whenever i see him i will be like

'squish his head...

dump it on the table n use my bottle to squash it..

then sweep all the left-overs off my table *smiling satified*'=)

so i continued doing that..

until wed (i tink)

then vanna wanted to help me annoy him..

she would ask him 'so called "personal queations" as he says'

like...

do u noe nicole...how long have u known her..

she continued bugging him until friday..

(she would call her self minister of defence of the US n he was north korea ==")

Wil. sits in d same train as vanna n some others..

so a friend of wil.'s n vanna's n mine-nicholas

asked vanna to stop bugging wil. or he would do watever crap to her

so vanna steped down as minister..

haiz

but...

today she conn. a bit..

N we have PJK project-folio

i haven't got a clue bout how to do it..

hope it will just fall frm d sky

n vanna's makign a story bout what happens between me and Freaky-watch-guy

(dat's what we call wil.)

That's bout the catch-up

'til next time

ciaos!

The beginning of 2009

2008-12-31T08:58:00.000-08:00

Tears welled up in my eyes when the clock stiked midnite,
They rolled down my cheecks,
Telling me dat it was goin to be a hell of a year..

2009 jz marks d ending of 2008

d yr i gt to spend my last moments w my frenz..

im srry if i've been a jerk or offended anyone..

these past few yrs..

forgive me..

coz without u guys..

i would hv commited suicide a long time ago..

*trust me sooner or later i WILL commit suicide*

thx 4 being there 4 me..

thx 4 givin me a shoulder to cry on..

thx for bein the most undersatnding n trusting freinds i will ever have..

The Best of 2008:

1. My 12th bday party..wasnt dat fun but at least i got 2 spend time w my frens

2. The time i got CoCo..how cute she was'

3. Auckland trip...get to see AA lol

4. My School Rocks 2008..dint participate but..

5. Having my freinds there w me when im down..

6. Or when i'm in trouble..they always help me =)

7. getting to b in the same class w sum of the coolest ppl on EARTH...XD lol

8. Syarahan 4th palce..so nervous man..

9. English Storytelling..okay loh..

10. TakingUPSR w my frens..n their gud lucks got me trough the nervoussy

11. Dance practice for children's day w d yengs..got to noe sum reli great frens =)

12. Performing on Children's Day..hard work pays off..miss u yengs

13. Geting results 4 UPSR n having shoulders to cry on...T_Tsobz

14. Graduation..always will rmbr dat

15. China 2008 Olympics

16. Privacy..my room

17. Nick Jonas..as usual cx

18. Release of twilight..n getting to c it w manda..thx manda!! ;)

19. Twilight Saga..luv d books..

20. All the time i spent w my freinds..the partys I went..hangouts..ups, downs..

ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING!!

bro party...new phone

2008-12-13T07:42:00.000-08:00

my bros party

well..
my bro celebrated his 8th b'day on the 11th dec this year..
i invited sum of my friends..
unfortunately..
lotx of them went on hols..
china..aus..
so these r d ppl that came..
tiff..cheryl..jolyn..ai li..
andy..darien..kai yuan..
sad isnt it?

at least we had fun..

we ate(tropicana cater)

played twister..scrabble..

watched a childish lame clown magic act..urgh

then all of us went up to my room..

monopoly..

tewister again..

my dad kip callin us to go down..

naturally..

we ignored him..

hahaz

so glad i got to see my fwenz again..

realise how much i've missed them..

haiz dats bout it...

my new fone

today..13th dec..

i went to acompany my sis to her gym..

boring..

waited for 1hr 15 mins there..

but worth it..

then went to 1u w mom sis n bro..

saw battlegrounds dance comp..not dancing juz d set ups

brought my bro to his frens part at kidz sports

then ate lunch..nyonya colours

then my bro went of to tuition at klang..

so my mom went to nokia shop(her fone spoil)

to repair it..

after droping off thr fone to repair..

we went to the sony erricson shop..

i recommended my mom to buy sony erric..hahaz

so browzed all the fones there..

my mom liked a walkman one..(nt sure model no.)

bronze..

she bought it.( 1000 plus)

den she said i coild get a fone..cheap one la

so i picked W302..black..

love it!

got a screen protecter..

pouch..

then went back home..

so..played w my fone..

downloaded songz..

pics..

wallpaper..

cute ringtones..

ext..

then after goin to dinner..

my driver brought my moms nokia fone back

it was juz serviced..

so i tink she is using her nokia fone now..(adultz..)

so i hope she can gif me (or at least borrow)

her sony fone..

herz is WAY nicer man..

wish me luck!

i dint really mention the sad parts..

there were lots on my bros b'day party..

a few today.. haiz naturally..

one of my days cnt pass without me being in trouble...

or sad..

thats my life..

up n down..

mostly down..

nitez!

sucklish day

2008-12-07T03:44:00.000-08:00

well i'v been bz movin so dint have time to blog..

so i'll sqeeeeze all the dayz events into this post..

hehe...=]

today suckz man! my mom gone clazzii again!

well as ya'll noe, i juz moved and the hse is huge!!

meaning lots of cleaning!!

i had to shower mah dog today..

n u wan anoe wats happened?

i was showering her at the backyard (washing area)..

there was a gate there..i forgot to close it..

so after i soaped my dog n rinse off al da soap..

she ran through da gate n into da hse!!

the devil tot coc still had soap all over her..

she made me clean the whole ground floor..

u see...

my mom has a habit

of wanting ppl to do their work until

she's happy..

happy dat u got tortured enough..

she say its called punishment..

i say its called road to suicide..

so i moped

scrubed

wiped

got blisters

got beaten, insulted, threatened..

n a whole bunch of my moms torture

(i tink i moped n scrubed 4 at least 6 times)

everybody always say im

so lucky to hv such a nice hse..

bla bla bla..

but if i hv to go through dat every day..

i'd rather live on the road..

seriously..

n like dats not enough..

she put my dog(still soaking wet)

in the rain( well under the shade, but still)

n made her freeze to near-death..

luckly..

my dad is a bog fan of coco..

n helped me dry her up nicely..

*thx daddy =)*

dats today

wad happened the past few days?...

crapp

scolding..

sweating

*orh n did i mention dat i got a freakishly kul rum?

on the highest floor..hv to climb n climb*

tired..

missing my friends..

dats bout it..

till nex time..

HolidaY iz DAMN boR!ng =.=" movin hse notice lol

2008-11-25T21:29:00.000-08:00

well..not all that boring...

anyway..

tot yall should noe..

i'll be movin in dec..

to be precise..dec 4

to tropicana indah ppl..

(juz in case u might wanna visit me ^^)

***********

and yes..holiday IS vry boring for urs truely..

lets find out why shall we?:

1. i dint get to go to s'pore w all my fwenz..(23-26nov i tink)

2. i hv to be locked up @ home to take care of my sis

*at least there's my laptop* new i might add..hehe

3.i cnt see my fwenz!! wahahaha...

packin things..gonna hv to stay up vry late..

i miss all my fwenz dearly..

but life has to go on..

say goodbye to ur past..live ur future..

but keep the memories..

as they r all we have..

make our future..

make history..

past is a thing we leave behind..like it o not..

future on the other hand is something we need to figure out..

we decide our own future..

wat kinda person we wanna be..

my dear friends...

make ur decisions and choose wisely in the future..

as it might be a tough place..

something we need to comprehend

ur childhood is carefree...

not ur adulthood..

nvr gif up..

coz someone cares bout u no matter wat..

*ps: wish u all gud luck in ur love life ^^ lolz

luv u guys no mater wat..missing eu and my fwenz a whole lot..

serious lolz hahaz nite!

my happily sad ending to my sadly happy graduation...sheded tears T_T

2008-11-13T23:01:00.000-08:00

When balloons fall down

2day we officially said gudbye to our six yrs of primary school...

gudbye to our learning heaven...

but nt gydbye to our frienships we've made...
coz 2day we made a commitment (well i did) to our friends dat..

Once a friend, Always a friend, so Bez Fw3nz 4eva..

i still rmbr when we were like 8 or 9...

we gals used to make up clubs bout winx n other stuff...

haha lolzz...

the boys nt sure though...

the years

even though its 6yrs juz feel like a stint...
they juz pass by so fast..

too fast for me to even sieze it..

especially dis year...

(and they dint even invite me to hang out!!! :< )

u cn throw away the books,

u cn throw away the pictures,

u cn throw away the words,

but juz leave the memories behind,

locked up in our mind and soul,

nvr gif it up,

coz those r the memories we'll carry dwn 4 da rest of our lives,

until our lives end,

those memories r wad we lived through with our friends,

it always will be ours to kiip...

To all my friends:

always bear in mind that there is someone there that cares bout u..

ur friends..

hu hv said that they will be ur friends 4ever...

even though we r goin different paths in our lives,

we will always be part of each others lives,

the seconds and minutes we spent together...

cos without those friends,

we wont b here nw..

in one whole piece..

here now...
i thank my friends for wat u hv given me...

LAst words:

Kiip in touch guys..

i'll always b ur friend...

tell me ani new updates bout u guys ..

and let me noe bout any events happening at our old school or anywhere else..

long story short...

kiip me posted...

i miss u all

the tears dat were shed today,

were dedicated 4 my friends, teachers, school and..

hope u all appreciate them...

*sighs*

the yengzz *sum of them*

we finally made our mark..history will know hu we are...i miss dancing w u guys

UPSR's R3SULTzzz....got scolded..haizzz

2008-11-13T05:46:00.001-08:00

happy/sad day...

most of the gals vry emo. today...

most of the galzz in my class cry..tears of joy..

but summ...like me..

*well oni me...*

cried mix tears..

tears of joy and sadness and fear and many others i cant xplain...*sighs*

so bck to da point..

most of the gals in my class cried..

to name a few..

Sien Wei, Lily, Sarah, Audrey, Cheryl, Mun Yee...

but all the guys (well xcept taufu) were tryin to be tough and all and nt cry..

haha..

oh..

And #Nick Teh# was bein LC..

he was like..yay i got 6A's arh...

soo happy u noe!

yay haha...

den the other boizz were..
ye..LCLY...

dun fwen u edi la..

so LC 4 wat.. 6A's oni ma..

then nick went all 3mo...

*sighs*

BOiizz..

well...

dat's mostly it...

evrybody (well all my mom and dad's fwenz n my relatives dat is)

expected me to get 7A's...

they were quite dissapointed though..

but..

hu cares..

it's my work..my result..my effort..

if they duno or refuse to noe how much hardwork i gave into dus exam..

it's okay..i dun reli care..

at least my dada is happy =)

OH....

and one more thang..

tmr is officially graduation...

the day we officially say gudbye to our school.

our 6 yr home...

sadddd...T_T

i will miss my fwenz more than anything else...

my fwenz dat brought me through 6yrs..

haizzz...

i luv u all..and i luv u...

CH'Ng X!n'z ParTAy!

2008-11-08T03:04:00.000-08:00

2day is CH'NG X!N's b'day party,

It was damn fun....

UNTIL...

a pak kua, damned, tink-he-is-the-boss resident came to ruin it!

HE say dat the boiz cannot wear surf pants into da pool..

*RULES AND REGULATIONS*

Gurlz cannot wear shorts..must wear swimsuit..wanna see our tui is it?

*RULES AND REGULATUIONS*

he got us so damned PISSED ya noe!

I losT a moment i'm goin3 to r3gr3t 4 lif3...

2008-11-05T01:34:00.000-08:00

There r a few things i would like to tell da world today..

well..

i PONT3NG SKUL...

not cos i wanted to..

but 2day got m3 thinkin'..

I JUZ CANT LIV3 WITHOUT MY FRIENDS!!

YYYYYYrrrdddfffYYYYYY

my fw3nz r like my family, even better then my real one in fact..

they understand m3 bett3r then anyone else in this world..

they noe the R3AL m3..not the m3 in front of my family..

but when i'm w my friends..=)

ITS LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD IS SUDDENLY SAFE..

wh3n my mom makes me f33l upset or wateva crap..

i always f33l like killin' mys3lf!!

like i'm about to 3XPLOD3...

th3 oni thing dat k33ps me goin on is...

knowing dat i'm goin to be seein my fw3nz in skul..

the s3cond i'm with my fwenz,

the s3conD i s33 them,

th3 s3conD i step into th3 school i lived 6 yrs in....

all th3 damned, anger in m3 fades away..

dissapears..

so...

u see how important friendship is to m3...

how inportant my friends are to me...

*sighs*

i'm graduatin' soon..too soon to be tur3..

meanin goin to be s3perated frm my world of FWENZ..

s3p3rated frm my drug..

seperated frm the thing i need like how much i need air..

i dunno how m i goin to survive without th3m..

HOP3 W3'LL STILL BE B3Z FW3NZ 43VA!!!!

da creation of dis lala blog

2008-10-23T04:28:00.000-07:00

hi...mah 1st post...be4 performence 1 day..lazy to type anithin...wy and sab here, they help me... always check out my blog ya...to my sjk(c) d'sara friends: keep in touch...friends 4eva...comment me..go to my f.ster..anything new remember to tell me ya...i will miss u guys after we graduate...hope u guys can come to all my parties..i willl invite u guys to my b'day party every yr(if got la..^^)

Gonna Be

It all comes down to this

History was Made

I'm Only Me When I'm with You

Lost in thoughts, in and out.

Friendship

A Girl Half Gone.

Here we go again. Maybe.

Game. Over

Crazier

Just to tell you, i.s.l.y

Okay...Holiday

What did I do?

Dear Nisa

Friends

It's the Climb

Unperfect.

Disease?

Updating.

Supa Bananas! Challenge the BEST, beat the the REST!

I was bored...

Dedication

Woooww...

I screwed up,but thanks.

Unbelievable. Sorry.

Exam. Ups and Downs.

The Party so ѓόċкed

Well....this sucks ҉ Ѽ ᶠᶹᶜᵏᴽ

Recap - catch~up - school - rated PG 13-

*The beginning of 2009*

bro party...new phone

sucklish day

HolidaY iz DAMN *boR!ng* =.=" movin hse notice lol

my happily sad ending to my sadly happy graduation...sheded tears T_T

UPSR's R3SULTzzz....got scolded..haizzz

CH'Ng X!n'z ParTAy!

I losT a moment i'm goin3 to r3gr3t 4 lif3...

da creation of dis lala blog

The beginning of 2009

HolidaY iz DAMN boR!ng =.=" movin hse notice lol